Getting Started

I honestly don't know if anyone but me will ever see this. So much useful information on the internet; this probably doesn't qualify. I considered doing this offline but I know me well enough to know, I won't finish it that way. I'm not really positive that I will finish this with it being published but you never know.

I also considered doing this under my pen name but that seemed like a cop out. I am who I am. Hiding is one of the things that I do best. Staying in the background, not speaking up, trying to be invisible.I never use a full face picture. Don't care for it. Part of the change to have one here.

Most of the time I choke down my thoughts, opinions, feelings to keep a certain level of peace. So far, everyone seems to be happy with that. I'm not anymore.

There are so many things I would go back and change if I could. Since I cannot do that, I can work on changing my present and my future. Starting today. Now. It's past time and that's what I need to do. Have to do.